Read my mind.
baby doll I recognize you’re a hideous thing inside if ever there were a lucky kind it’s you..know its strange another way to get to know you, you’ll never know unless we go so let me show you..Dream me oh dreamer down to the floor, open my hands and let them, weave onto yours..

“Everyone has their obsession
consuming thoughts
consuming time
they hold high their prized possession
it defines the meaning of their life

You are mine

They’re our objects of affection
that can mesmerize the soul
there is always one addiction
that just can not be controlled

You are mine”

…of course im referring to mochas and mma :P

“He begins his quiet ascension, He begins his quiet ascension, Without anyone’s steady instruction , He’s found a path to her likeness..”

“everyone takes turns
now it’s yours to play the part
and they’re sitting all around you
holding copies of your chart
and the misery inside their eyes is synchronised and reflecting it to yours

hold on
one more time with feeling
try it again, breathing’s just a rhythm
say it in your mind until you know that the words are right
this is why we fight

you thought by now you’d be
so much better than you are
you thought by now they’d see
that you have come so far

and the pride inside their eyes
is synchronised to a love you’ll never know
so much more than you can show

hold on
one more time with feeling
try it again, breathing’s just a rhythm
say it in your mind, until you know that the words are right

this is why we fight…”

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Good is better than perfect
Scrub till your fingers are bleeding
And I’m crying with insight
I tell others to do without crying

He used to go to his favorite bookstores
And rip out his favorite pages
And stuff ‘em into his breast pockets
The moon, to him, was a stranger

And now he sits down at a table
Without anyone’s steady instruction
Begins his quiet ascension
To a place with no religion

He’s found a path to her likeness
He eats a small lump of sugar
Smiles at the moon like he knows her..

Regina Spektor’s new album<3

p.s. finally can log into this shit again

P.S.
ugh.

I seriously can;t be bothered blogging.

but friday was the bestttttt bday ever!. i always wanted a suprise party, and now i got one <3. to make it short i got taken to this ‘boring, empty classroom’ at lunch, and as soon as the door open i saw two people in front of me yelling suprise suzanne, and a whole bunch on the side screaming it as well. i was still taking it all in, then the bday singing began, and then i saw everyones faces, THE CAKE!, and candles and i kinda got mixed emotions and was speechless, laughing and crying at the same time LOL. LOL at people getting me crying on tape and in pictures haha. after my brief outburst of emotion i cut the cake and we ate and camera whored LOL, it was theee best bday ever. i still cant believe everyone oulled it off, it was really sweet!!. one bday to remember forever for sure!. it was brought to my attention that i have really good friends, and i agree (but i always knew that anyway). thankyou to everyone who made my day extra special (especially goes for iana! :) ), as well as everyone whose been there for me, helped me tough it out through school. especially as of late, i couldnt do it without you guys. thankyou simply isnt enough. my day was very good, i got a phone call at 6:45 in the morning from my brother and his gf wanting to sing me happy bday- but i was asleep, lol. the only weird part of the day was ms.oddo hugging me  :S ohh well haha. i went to grill’d in hp after, it was good except for the fact that my stupid shoes made me slip, and i kind of screamed whilst slipping :|.

saturday was yenny’s bday, it’s a bit freaky how there’s about 5 peoples bdays in a row.

sunday,i recieved a mocca in the morning, then went to a mexican resturant. it was yumm, i tried a margareta, but stayed away from the salt on the edges of the drink. i’m planning to combine bdays with kristia after exams.i’m also waiting to party after exams, haha.

im still so suprised by how much i recieved/got treated to this year, i didnt even make a fuss (which is a first). im still very shocked by the suprise party and gifts, i seriosuly dont know how these people couldve kept this all from me! lol.

i just wanna say thankyou again to everyone that’s supported me this year, it means a lot and i know it;s not easy for you guys either cos youre probably going through the motions just like me. i have the most amazing friends! “youre irriplacableee” ahah, cheesy i know but yeah, youre a bunch of top dudes:).

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on a side note, i somehow manage to usually always incorporate what i like into my school work lol. “boxing shouldnt be banned” as my english oral, ‘record storage device with a rockabilly theme’ for vco, and now “boxing board game” for my current vco folder. the teacher laughed his head off when he heard my idea for the board game, but it was ok because i just bagged him back :D. ohh shit, im still kinda behind at school, but getting better. i only need time to catch up and revise for everything!. ohh, im fairly certain that i’ll get shit for my mid year, ohh well, not my fault this time.

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……………………. « my thoughts for the last two months.

yeah, i really don’t know. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, help please

“you’re so random”

Yeah, so my previous blog was or people asking what i want for my bday ;).

btw, my party will be after exams.

Today was SO GOOD!!, i only had 2 periods of school in the morning, the rest were all spared because the teachers were absent!!.Period one i had a sac for VCO, the windows outside the VCO room was awsome!, i’ve never ever seen so much fog in my life. It looked like that horror movie “the fog”, Everyone even stopped writing their sac to comment on the fog. WOOHOO, so after the recess bell went, i went by myself to buy chocloate mint timtams from safeway. i kinda of regret buying 2 packets now because my massive cravings for them have gone away lol. I went home and watched don’t tell mom the baby sitter’s dead, it’s awsome!!, haha.

I feel kinda weird blogging, it feels like an online personal diary. And i feel even stranger with randoms ready my boring ass rambling. I feel like something’s missing..i guess i know what it is :(, i don’t really want to say more than that. I can;t wait to finish this year. I just want to travel, meet new people and try new things.

DAM!!, no UFC on tonight :’(, season 7 too!!

Roger heurta is sexy!!!, « new “crush”, haha!!

my birthday WISHlist..

this is my DREAM ONN list!
  1.  a borders voucher and Roger Heurta, hahaha ;)